

A Small Indiscretion
Books | Fiction / Literary
3.8
Jan Ellison
NAMED ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR BY SAN FRANCISCO CHRONICLE • With the emotional complexity of Everything I Never Told You and the psychological suspense of The Girl on the Train, O. Henry Prize winner Jan Ellison delivers a brilliantly paced, beautifully written debut novel about one woman’s reckoning with a youthful mistake.“Part psychological thriller, part character study . . . I peeled back the pages of this book as fast as I could.”—The Huffington PostAt nineteen, Annie Black trades a bleak future in a washed-out California town for a London winter of drinking and abandon. Twenty years later, she is a San Francisco lighting designer and happily married mother of three who has put her reckless youth behind her. Then a photo from that distant winter in Europe arrives inexplicably in her mailbox, and an old obsession is awakened. Past and present collide, Annie’s marriage falters, and her son takes a car ride that ends with his life hanging in the balance. Now Annie must confront her own transgressions and fight for her family by untangling the mysteries of the turbulent winter that drew an invisible map of her future. Gripping, insightful, and lyrical, A Small Indiscretion announces the arrival of a major new voice in literary suspense as it unfolds a story of denial, passion, forgiveness—and the redemptive power of love. Praise for A Small Indiscretion“Ellison is a tantalizing storyteller . . . moving her story forward with cinematic verve.”—USA Today “Rich with suspense . . . Lovely writing guides us through, driven by a quiet generosity.”—San Francisco Chronicle (Book Club pick)“Delicious, lazy-day reading. Just don’t underestimate the writing.”—O: The Oprah Magazine (Editor’s Pick)“Rich and detailed . . . The plot explodes delightfully, with suspense and a few twists. Using second-person narration and hypnotic prose, Ellison’s debut novel is both juicy and beautifully written. How do I know it’s juicy? A stranger started reading it over my shoulder on the New York City subway, and told me he was sorry that I was turning the pages too quickly.”—Flavorwire“Are those wild college days ever really behind you? Happily married Annie finds out.”—Cosmopolitan“An impressive fiction debut . . . both a psychological mystery and a study of the divide between desire and duty.”—San Jose Mercury News“A novel to tear through on a plane ride or on the beach . . . I was drawn into a web of secrets, a world of unrequited love and youthful mistakes that feel heightened and more romantic on the cold winter streets of London, Paris, and Ireland.”—Bustle “Ellison renders the California landscape with stunning clarity. . . . She writes gracefully, with moments of startling insight. . . . Her first novel is an emotional thriller, skillfully plotted in taut, visual scenes.”—The Rumpus“To read A Small Indiscretion is to eat fudge before dinner: slightly decadent behavior, highly caloric, and extremely satisfying. . . . An emotional detective story that . . . mirrors real life in ways that surprise and inspire.”—New York Journal of Books“If you liked Gone Girl for its suspenseful look inside the psychology of a bad marriage, try A Small Indiscretion. . . . It touches many of the same nerves.”—StyleCaster
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Author
Jan Ellison
Pages
352
Publisher
Random House Publishing Group
Published Date
2016-02-09
ISBN
0812985427 9780812985429
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"http://www.anurseandabook.com/2015/01/a-small-indiscretion-by-jan-ellison.html<br/><br/>One thing I love about writing this blog is that I get the chance to try out some debut authors that I probably otherwise would never have seen.<br/><br/>This book was one of those gems. A Small Indiscretion tells the story of one woman's emotional life as a narrative to her son.<br/><br/>For the first part of the book, Annie tells the story of her youth in England. She struggles with an absent father and an overworked mother, and for some reason, decides to move to England with very little money.<br/><br/>She falls into a job with Malcolm, an older, wealthy man who falls in love with her. She is torn between feelings of gratitude for his care and concern and feelings of not being attracted to him. These feelings are escalated when she meets Patrick, the man who is involved with her boss's wife (they enjoy somewhat of an open marriage).<br/><br/>Annie begins an affair with Patrick, which causes growing feelings of distaste for her boss. The only problem is that Patrick doesn't seem to have any true romantic interest in Annie, it's more of an available body situation to him. But his disinterest only fuels Annie's desire.<br/><br/>As we follow Annie, we discover that she has been married for twenty plus years, but her marriage is currently in trouble, her son has been involved in a serious car accident and is now either missing or no longer alive, and she is writing her life story to try to make sense of her situation.<br/><br/>I don't want to give any spoilers, but for the first 3/4 of the book, I could not put it down. I was so anxious to know what happened to ruin her marriage, where her son was, how the affair of her youth ended. <br/><br/>But in the last quarter of the book, it kind of fell apart for me. (I can't explain why without a spoiler - so spoiler alert) The thought that Annie would seek Patrick out, and then come to the realization that she no longer needed love from him, but would still sleep with him was a little unbelievable. And that as soon as she returned home, she would just blurt this news out to her husband.<br/><br/>The letter from Emme's uncle felt like a cheap fix to finish that storyline off, as did the business card in the hatbox. <br/><br/>I also didn't like that as Annie looked at the pictures of herself with Malcolm, she suddenly saw love in her face for him, when we had previously been privy to her private feelings of feeling disgusted by him and his clingy behavior. But now she suddenly decided that based on these pictures, she must have loved him. I couldn't decide whether she was trying to convince herself of this new truth or if she really just was that delusional.<br/><br/>But overall, this book was a page turner, and this author has so much talent, I can't wait to see what she does next.<br/><br/>Thank you NetGalley and Random House for the chance to read and review this book!"
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Marcee Feddersen